Let me rant~~~

Guardian angel

2010-12-15T22:26:00.004+08:00

When love comes knocking on the door of your heart, no one can resist it.

"I'm someone who doesnt even follow her feelings." You once told me.
I'm glad that we were once in love. The relationship really makes me learn and grow. YOU taught me quite a number of things too. =)

Time passes fast; it has been weeeeks since we are apart. But at least I know that you've been doing well in Tekong and spending your time frutifully during the weekends.

many loves from -aivee-

The promise made.

2010-12-07T23:23:00.008+08:00

Novri darling's 22nd birthday! together with our present for her.

A simple dinner celebration at one of the western restaurants at Raffles City basement.

Had a little camwhore session outdoors and it seemed like all of us were not photogenic on that day. =/ or was it just me? :(

Every year passed so fast, probably even before we can think of what we had achieved in the past year and yeah! we doing the year-end countdown already. We should not be "waste" our youth away and should make best use of our time, esp girls! =)

And about 1 week later, we met up again! This time with Yuni.

Dinner was at Fish & Co. Great World City, as requested by Novriiiiiiii~

Look at this! We actually ate her!

Our favourite yoghurt ice cream which you can't miss! :-*

Yuni, come back more often during your holidays oh. ;)

*Yummmm* But I was super bloated even before I start eating the ice cream + oreo + berries.

And this was the first time we encountered calling for cab for almost an hour but couldn't get one. It was merely a drizzle and no cab was sighted at the taxi stand and only a longgggg queue of people. Terrible!

Girls, we shouldn't lose contact even after we go on to our uni studies ya. We will always be friends together gether! <3

many loves from -aivee-

random #29

2010-12-05T22:30:00.004+08:00

Facebook is friggin' slow at this moment! Hate it.
And that's why I can't get those photos that I wanna upload, really. Will do it on the next entry. Hee.

Have been trying to planning a short overseas trip to bangkok or taiwan in January but my family members seem quite nua about it. I am supposed to book those tickets and it's making me not excited about it anymore.

For this Christmas, I'll wish for a partial memory loss. Santa, can you hear me loud and clear?

many loves from -aivee-

can't get over, you.

2010-11-27T23:58:00.004+08:00

I can't believe I actually said that to anyone but you. I sound like a total failure to myself.
I really don't know what my next step should be. And this really sucks.

And.. it also seems to me that you are also not firm enough of what you want.

I'm confused.

On a lighter note, I WILL DEFINITELY BLOG ABOUT NOVRI'S B'DAY CELEBRATION & OUR GIRLS' NIGHT OUT FOR MY NEXT ENTRY. (:

many loves from -aivee-

2010-11-21T14:18:00.003+08:00

Thanks for all the encouragement, girls.
They really work.

And... these 2 weeks are quite tiring! Despite the Hari Raya PH. Have been working for almost 14 days straight.
But my free weekend is coming next weeeeeeek! (:

many loves from -aivee-

I'm so useless!

2010-11-17T15:45:00.003+08:00

Until now, the heartache has yet to heal.
I promise myself no more teardrops, no more mulling over the past.

It will get better with time. :)

many loves from -aivee-

2010-11-11T13:53:00.004+08:00

On the 4th day, we met up.

It seems like our relationship is in a... complicated status.
Partially because I'm still unwilling to accept the facts laid down in front of me.

Now I'm not sure what my next step will be. 2 weeks seem like a pretty long time for me. And I hope it will pass fast.

many loves from -aivee-

1 last good date.

2010-11-05T12:20:00.008+08:00

Super duper long weekend when I applied for leave on Thursday. The only day when JH told me he had the whole day free for me.

After having breakfast at Serangoon, off we go to Sentosa!

Bought the package admission tickets and we had the most fun in Cineblast! The 4D max show wasn't that worth the money & time I feel. You challenged me at the luge ride and there you go, always ahead of me in terms of games. =S

You were really scaring me when you were fiddling so hard during our skyride. We had 3 of our imperfect pictures up there. =(

The last one was the Parajump which we did before we had our late lunch. I was soooo excited about the 15 metres jump before I actually stood at the edge of the board. You mentioned that the feeling of excitement was like less than 3 seconds. The feeling was arghhhhh... But of course I did it! So did you.

A late lunch at Sentosa and we realised so many movie time slots were gone for the show I had wanted to watch. In the end, we window-shopped at Vivo and I suggested Chinatown for our dinner. Had a sudden urge to try the claypot rice again! =/

Sweet enough, you actually thought of sending me back. Stuck in that packed bus and busy traffic, we spent almost 1 and a half hour to reach my house.

I had this thought in mind before meeting you that you would have something to talk to me about. But you said it was just a normal date out when I asked about it.

You were such a coward but eventually, you voiced it out. Really thanks for phrasing it in a better way that wouldn't hurt as much.

I finally realise the ending to this relationship is totally like the Parajump I did earlier that day. Was so excited to do it fast but when I was on the edge of the board, it's a 180 degree change of feeling; I admit I was scared stiff. I admit I really didnt care much bout us but when there is a obvious breakoff from you, I'm seriously heartbroken. Well, this might be the most beneficial solution for us afterall.

We still promised to be good friends, didnt we? :)

It's hard to wait around for something you know might not happen; but it's harder to give up when you know it's everything you want. Be it the good or bad, I will keep every memory of us with me. Always.

many loves from -aivee-

weeee~

2010-11-02T22:34:00.004+08:00

During our lunch time today, 2 char bor and 3 old men were having fun with a toy-catching machine at YewTee Point.

I didnt believe it when Gary and Bryce said they wanna give it a try. But it's really quite a kick! And we got a plush toy for 12 bucks. (:

I didnt expect our relationship to turn out this way so soon.
Just when I thought I have made a firm decision, you asked for a day out together. How am I to respond when we're already like this..
I really dont know until I get to see you again...

many loves from -aivee-

I'm sickkkkkkk.

2010-10-25T16:17:00.004+08:00

I was still having fun yesterday and now I'm down with runny nose & sore throat. I have a sexy voice now~

I did not go under the heavy downpour leh! And I still went for a slow jog in the late evening. Don't know if that really triggers my sickness. Arghh..

I'm going to see the doc later.

many loves from -aivee-

money money money!

2010-10-20T13:24:00.003+08:00

Have been working under township management for 6 months already. How time flies! For only 6 months and I find the job scope a bit dull at times, seriously. Can't imagine how I will feel if I were to become like one of the old timers here.

However, the benefits aren't so bad huh. There were pay increments twice for me for these 6 months. I couldn't say the amount is big but it is quite an encouragement bah I guess.

School's starting soon, in bout 2 months' time. I wonder if I will still have that kind of energy to work. =/

many loves from -aivee-

No one knows the ending, do you?

2010-10-20T13:17:00.007+08:00

While I still can, I'll be waiting for your heart to come back to me again.

勉强是没有幸福的。。

Maybe this is so true afterall..

many loves from -aivee-

2010-10-17T15:42:00.003+08:00

GOODBYE WORK.

HELLO LOVE!

I cant wait to see you tmr. :D

many loves from -aivee-

quit those habits!

2010-10-13T22:10:00.004+08:00

- sighing while on phone conversations.

- lazing around the house on a free sunday.

- grumbling about this & that.

- not forking out enough time and thoughts for my loved ones.

- piling my stuff at the corners of my room.

- cut down on sugar and fat intake.

And many many more!
I'm determined to become a better person. Hee.

But I definitely won't quit the habit of thinking bout you for at least 200 times a day, Darling.

many loves from -aivee-

our love.

2010-10-12T17:03:00.004+08:00

if i were to lose you one day, i'll be losing one of my biggest pillar in life.

many loves from -aivee-

pain pain.

2010-10-03T00:01:00.006+08:00

went for my first jab of HPV virus vaccine this morning.
3 jabs are required at different time of the year for this vaccine to take effect.
HATEEEE JABS!

the second jab will be at least 1 month from now and the third one 6 months from now. =/

sometimes i'm really at a loss in this relationship, even though we both still claim that the love for each other still exist. (and i know it do).
the perserverance needed is the same as how much we need when we wanna lose weight.

many loves from -aivee-

yeah! 1st attempt!

2010-09-28T21:38:00.006+08:00

Only 1 chance of driving a 4L plate test car and I've passed the TP test! =)

On the day before my test, I was super duper nervous for my practice. And there goes my performance. Almost cant make it if it was the test.

For today, I kept telling myself to keep calm and being jittery doesnt help. The warm up session an hour before the test actually helped. That guy was a young motorbike instructor and he attempted to crack jokes to make me relax.

Mr Teo Ee Hiang, my tester is a really 'diao' guy, I should say. And I couldnt even hear him when he was giving the directions. The circuit courses were quite to my satisfaction though. :)

He made me do a right turn instead of a left one. I was still stunned for a moment at that time. In actual fact, he was more 'alert' than me loh. He saw a lorry hazard and wanna test me on that bah. I managed to overcome it with not much of a difficulty.

One of my female instructors gave me a ring after my TP test and told me that she was actually taking notice of me during my test. Hee. She was a lil worried for me as she told me he was quite a difficult tester to deal with. I must be lucky too! There was another girl who was taking the test the same time as I was, but I didnt see her during the graduation viewing. I was told she was speeding at 130km/hr during the test. Can you believe it!

When I was heading up to the TP counter after I came to know my results, I saw this Mr Teo again and I tried to smile at him. Little did I know, he turned away with NOO expression even after seeing me. *diao*

But at least he passed me.
It's gonna be life-long. :)

many loves from -aivee-

peak.

2010-09-26T22:03:00.002+08:00

My weight has reached the peak in my last 20 years. I'M SO FAT!
I'm not so heavy even during my puberty period.

I'm already controlling my diet intake. Regular 3 meals a day and restricting very unhealthy food, except once in a while. And exercising about 3 - 4 times per week.

Am so tempted with those diet products advertised on media. =S

I won't give up!
:)

On a 'lighter' note, I saw this fat (cute) giraffee photo while I was searching for photos online!

many loves from -aivee-

18 hours out.

2010-09-26T21:29:00.004+08:00

My half day work on saturday was spent on clearing my paper works. as much as possible. instead of going for estate inspections.

After work was of course, spent on entertainment/leisure! <3

Had dim sum for lunch and then 'the return of Chen Zhen' movie at Jurong Point! together with all those botaks; Howkiat, Alan, Shun Xiang, Hong Yang, Wee Kiong. I like Don Yen's movies! :)

Made our way for prata at Upper Thomson but there wasn't enough parking space. :(
so, dinner at Chomp Chomp!

one of their speciality. hugeeee sugar cane drink but none from all the stalls taste good. we tried 4 -5 stalls, you know!

Hanged out at a bar near cck. Since the majority are staying at the west side. So cool! Quite a newly-explored place for me.
Had some drinks, finger snacks and free singing. Hee.

Look at Alan! Keep telling not to embarrass him when we dedicate songs which we were unsure of the lyrics. Act only! =P

We played Indian Poker too! :)

many loves from -aivee-

careless.

2010-09-21T23:11:00.002+08:00

why am i always that careless & blur?
got another wound at the top of my foot when i was at the rooftop checking for bee hives earlier in the morning. so sian diao.

another new 'friend' to accompany the old bicycle scar on my left foot. but at the very least, it's slowly fading away. =)

work is starting to get more sian. the same position but the job scope seems to get bigger and BIGGER as time passes! everyone wants everything to be of a higher standard. =/

4 weeks since i went for my driving lessons and today is my 1st practice session. so longgg! will be going for a few more practices for me to get a feel of the steering wheeeeeel.

many loves from -aivee-

chill out night.

2010-09-18T23:42:00.002+08:00

met up with yuni, novri and grace on friday night.
seems like a KL reunion dinner oh.

had our 4 course dinner at a Shatec restaurant, Charcoal which is so worthy of our 25 bucks each! the food was quite delectable in general and i was sooo filled after the chocolate tart! =S

afterwhich, we walked over to clarke quay and it was still bustling with night owls at bout 11pm. didnt go to the clubs or pubs but chilled out at the starbucks at scotts instead. =)

well well, hope we girls can meet up soon again!

and,
we'll be facing a HKTC revolution when we go back to work on monday! just you see.

many loves from -aivee-

dear love,

2010-09-16T12:52:00.005+08:00

we will still hold on for as long..

hope your words still count till then. <3

many loves from -aivee-

think far.

2010-09-11T00:25:00.003+08:00

congrats to Sean Low who has successfully earned the commission!

i have finally signed it. the 10 year savings cum insurance plan. can't wait to start the plan but i wonder if i'll get the heartache when i see hundreds of dollars being deducted from my bank acct into a place where i cant even SEE it.

i'll have a lump sum of money to myself when i'm 31. principal, interest and bunuses! yuhuu~

many loves from -aivee-

only you can do that.

2010-09-10T23:56:00.004+08:00

a few sentences from you over the phone is enough to make me go all soft again.

just the night before, i was telling myself i'm gonna be damn firm bout my decision and who knows your few sentences won my heart over again.

if we can still be together after rounds of obstacles, i believe we can find back the feeling that we once had for each other.

sometimes i question myself, why is the honeymoon period always soooo sweet without quarrels and misunderstandings?
you once told me that there's bound to have quarrels and all when there are 2 parties who are trying to better understand each other gradually. perhaps it's true after both of them try to sort out the things together.

"don't entertain to wayward thoughts."

nothing can be foreseen, like i said.

i'll put that aside. for now.

many loves from -aivee-

The first step to getting the things you want out of life: Decide what you want.

2010-09-07T21:45:00.005+08:00

6 sept 2010.

applied Family Event Leave for my mum's birthday. wanted to bring her to a foot spa therapy to pamper her feet, but she didnt want to.

spent our time on shopping. but i spent more on my own things than for her instead! a bag, a top, undergarments, etc.. heee.

and i went to approach the bankassurance specialist on my own accord. intending to take up a savings cum insurance plan. maturity period 15 years. arghh. i sure can persist and earn my interest! =D

many loves from -aivee-

one of the worst.

2010-09-05T22:30:00.004+08:00

last night was one of the terrible nights.
it's really difficult to express my feelings for you.

one night i felt like this; in less than 12 hours, i feel another way.
i'm really at a loss.

weird.. mood swings? or split personality? O.O

on a lighter note, i have just received my letter of provisional offer from SIM last saturday!

am required to submit a 500 hundred dollar cheque together with the reply slip.
judging from this, i believe i'm likely able to get in the january intake. =D
grace, let's hope that we can be in the same class too! (:

many loves from -aivee-

we're back from our KL trip! (=

2010-08-30T23:39:00.007+08:00

Grace, Novri and I are back from KL !
i should say Yuni and her friends were of good hosts.

shall update bout it when i saved all the photos in my lappy first.

come to think about it, young children these days have much more stress than we do when we are of the same age.

now even the lower primary school kids have after-school supplementary classes at least 2- 3 times a week. moreover, it has to being paid for by Edusave!

this evening when i was riding the travellator, i witnessed a mum reprimanding her daughter whom i believe should be only about 5 years old in her PAP uniform. talking about how she should improved in her english, etc etc..! the society is really really so different since a decade ago.

and today is the first time i saw a mother using a wooden rice scoop as a form of punishment for her kids instead of the usual cane! funny lahh. it must be damn painful too. =P

many loves from -aivee-

cherish whatever we have now.

2010-08-22T00:19:00.004+08:00

i thought i should set up a blog with a new url after i've stepped into another phase of my life. but kind of don't have the effort to do so. will be intending to change a new blogskin but can someone help me with it?! so lazy uh..

headed down to SIM to do enrolment with grace & bryce on last wednesday.
i really really hope we're able to get in the january intake!

promise myself i'll try to update this bloggy more often. (=

can someone tell me if it's possible to savage a relationship which is graudally fading off?

many loves from -aivee-

you.

2010-08-15T22:54:00.005+08:00

it has been almost 3 months since june. i wonder how you will feel if it's you being the neglected one.

only you and no one else can understand the way you work. i seriously don't get it too. however, i respect your decision. no more pressurizing you.

one step at a time bah, just hope things will change for the better.

you're someone whom i love the most, Precious.

-many loves from aivee-

a random entry.

2010-08-15T22:43:00.004+08:00

mosh mosh.
don't know what came over me and i decided to blog a short entry today. :)

have been working full-time for about 4 months and 10 days already. don't know how long i can stay also. but at least my colleagues are nice to be with!

- many loves from aivee -

woooorkk.

2010-04-17T22:19:00.003+08:00

and it even caused me friday blues~
cos i still gotta work half a day today.

the lucky thing is i have got really nice colleagues! =D
even got a welcome pizza lunch from one of them.
and the RC members and those project managers also made fun of me. hmph!

has got very helpful conservancy to help us lessen our workload. even brought my buddy and i to purchase second hand bikes for our site inspections. heee. shhh~ a new pastime during work.

work can be mundane if there isnt interesting cases reported. but there's also gonna have more paper works to be done by me soooon. on a lighter note, my team members can also find entertainment out of our work. one of them got our horticulture contractor to get those coconuts down for our own consumption. hahaha.

accompanied one of my colleagues to handle an obstruction and nuisance case this morning.
headed down to the site which is the supermarket and saw police officers there.

only to realise that one of them is my acquaintance secondary school friend.
he was there to handle theft cases in the mart.
what a coincidence! really shows that almost everyone is off to develop their own career after sec school.

wonder if i would receive any letter of offer from NUS.....

many loves from aivee.

first weekend.

2010-04-11T20:36:00.005+08:00

first weekend of work is coming to an end soon. hahah.

2 days' really fast.
woke up at 5 plus because i still got to work on sunday for a carnival. luckily my colleagues were nice enough to fetch me there. (:

saturday was really fun!
headed down to SCGS carnival with my beloved. support for his aunt.
was really a hugggge event. even called in uncle ringo.
left the school after spending 30 dollars of coupons. =)

'how to train your dragon' is a movie worth watching, though the storyline is a little short like what precious said.

best recommendation for dinner! tampopo japanese ramen at Liang Court. the queue is about 30mins! *yum yum yum*

second week of work tmr. lots of things for me to learn. =)

anyway those are the pictures for last week's farms trip.

many loves from aivee.

that government job.

2010-04-07T22:06:00.004+08:00

my 3rd day of work today!
and everyone in the office called themselves Senior Property Officer instead of Property Officer! really gave me a scare on my first day of work when i saw the designation titles on their desks.
SO I'M CALLED A SPO NOW! LITERALLY.

the ladies from the reception and finance department can talk as loudly as 4 how kiat talking at the same time. how you imagine! so i'm considered the soffffft one when i communicate with them. nobody bothers to lower their voice volume and nobody bothers to hush hush them. hahah.

got to take over 2667 units from a guy who has NINE years of experience. stressed~
and i think i can confirm that basically PM colleagues are much easier to get along with. just like the situation in Savills last year.

my team of 5 went for a photoshoot on monday. for the sake of the PR department. the photos are then used for the posters and brochures for the residents. so fun but awkward when we have to pose for the camera. d:

starting work at 8am on the second day instead. the most interesting thing is the catching of stray cats bahh. of course we called the pest control down. they were superb! and taught us alot of info. now i understand why we studied mosquitoes, rodents and environment in ELH.

seems abit cruel when i heard the cats purring so loudly. totally sounds like a baby's cries. got to deal with the cat lovers and cat haters. headache matter.

third day of work. today. my so-called mentor already want me to do arrears management! cos i believe they have too much work on hand le bahh.

went down to bt gombak for a site run later in the afternoon because there will be a residents' carnival on the coming sunday. WORKING ON SUNDAY TOO! =(
and my duty is be in charge of the inflatable castle for the young kids to jump on. funny horr.
my other colleagues are acting out a drama on that day. with so much jokes within those acts.

work is really tiring! hope everything gets on track after 1-2 weeks later. booo.

yawns~

many loves from aivee.

an interesting topic. a guy's point of view.

2010-04-03T22:36:00.007+08:00

http://forums.wemade.net/viewtopic.php?f=16&t=7035

so damn true! even from a girl's point of view.

i truly enjoyed the goat and mushroom farms' trip today. and i start to think goat's milk isn't as awful as i have thought! =)

many loves from aivee.

fish & co.

2010-04-01T10:21:00.002+08:00

had fish & chips with Precious yesterday.

and we managed to settle payment with just a 2 dollar bill! =D

and Precious, i have never badmouthed bout you in my bloggy worr. ;)
but anyway i dont think you will read it nowadays huh.

so... even if i praise you and confess how much i love you, you wont be able to read it lohh. saves me the trouble of posting then. =)

but one thing i'm gonna say is, you're the only person who's able to make me head over heels in love with you. *cross my heart*

many loves from aivee.

i couldn't even believe it!

2010-03-30T23:08:00.003+08:00

simply sotong today!
a meeting with the HR officer to sign the letter of employment at Chai Chee was planned.

decided to take bus 966 to eunos instead of the looooong train ride.
checked out the bus directory already but little did i know... i actually missed and overshot by 3 bus stops.

bo bian but to go opposite and.. board 966 AGAIN back to eunos mrt to transfer to another bus. the heavy rain and strong wind showed no pity and worsened my situation of a road idiot.

and who knows what went to my mind at that point of time. i transferred bus at the wrong direction! reached ubi instead of chai chee.

called shun xiang to double check if i had reeeeeeally alighted at the wrong place. just like how i checked with howkiat the exact location of dennis wee. there goes my talk of being independent. how to!

took a total of 5 bus rides instead of 2. spent 1 hour and 45 mins to reach instead of the regular 45 mins journey. -.-

and Baby said he's not even surprised when i admit my blur-ness. so bad huh!

still gotta go for a pre-employment body check-up within the next 2 weeks. goodbye freedom!

many loves from aivee.

JB trip.

2010-03-29T22:24:00.004+08:00

a trip to JB with family on sunday.
mainly to shop and eat! =D

a very fruitful trip. cos i'm the one who spent the most. not from my own pocket though. =P
spent 100 over ringgits on cosmetics and facial products but didnt manage to find even a pair of suitable flats for myself.

not forgetting the sumptuous seafood dinner over at the sentosa. i've always go there for their zi char whenever i'm there. *slurps*

hoohoo~

and there's only one more week for me to enjoy. =/
because i will be starting work as a junior junior property officer next monday.
will be heading down to the HR at chai chee tmr afternoon to sign the contract and get the fundamentals settled.
which means no more BKK trip? =(

and i hope the cycling trip to ubin this coming sunday will be a success. it has been raining in the late afternoon for the consecutive past few days. leave it to god to decide. haaaa.

many loves from aivee.

life after poly.

2010-03-25T23:03:00.003+08:00

it has been a month after our last paper in ngee ann.
has been wondering what i have been doing within the past month.
time passes fast indeed.

only the first 2 weeks were productive,i would say. (:

went for a kbox session with novri and gracie just yesterday.
were discussing about our overseas trip which was initially planned on the first or second week of the holidays. really regretful of not putting words into action back then.

the HR officer has yet to give me a tinkle on what to expect for the job and etc etc..
hopefully i'm still secured for that position.
and as i'm taking more and more time on idling away, my anticipation of going to work dips.
like seriously.
and now i hope i'm able to start work in late april. so that i can complete my BTT and plan an overseas trip either to malaysia or thai with the 3 of them.

and girls, i have checked out the package to genting. it's buy 1 night and get 1 night free instead of 1 person pay, the other person free. =D

well, the 2 girls are already super on and we assume that guy friend will be as steady as well.

fly me there~ I WANT A TRIP TO BKK! =( shop shop shop.

many loves from aivee.

goodbye to poly life!

2010-03-20T22:41:00.003+08:00

have gotten back my results of the last semester in ngee ann poly!

i was so afraid that i got my brother to check out my grades first. still thought he was joking with me when he told me there's not even a C. =)

i reckon i would miss my poly life so much that i had thought of retaining for one more semester. =/ but what's the use when your friends have graduated smoothly?

putting my IAP semester aside, i have actually fulfilled my wish of increasing gpa each semester since year 1 semester 1. and now i believe i can actually do well if i had wanted to.

still remembered those times when howkiat was telling me how different it feels in the previous class as compared to the class we were in in year one. yes, wont deny that you actually get a different definition of "a class". kind of competitive when most of them start comparing marks, percentage and all. especially alan d: suuuuuuuper calculative.

know him for 3 years and it was only until the 3rd year that i think i cant get along with him well. he is the first person that i actually quarrelled with. because of our first REF presentation assignment. hahah. he was just too stubborn~

well, of course both parties were appeased after about one day.

anyway anyway, precious will be most likely entering "prison in Tekong" in the september intake. i assume it will be very different when he's in the army. =(

just hope the 2 years will past FAST.

many loves from aivee.

wooo~

2010-03-20T22:28:00.004+08:00

now i dont really have that habit to blog, but have been keeping a dream diary instead. sounds like a weirdo hmm.

went for an interview at the hong kah town council just yesterday. my first full-time interview! so not treated as a student when you're out in the industry working when you hear them ms tan here, ms tan there. instead of ivyyyyyyyyyy. =/

and i'm planning to learn sewing & cooking by these few months. woohoo~ it really feels satisfying when the food turns out good and your loved ones like it. =D

grace and i are done with our 2 basic theory lessons and next will be our evaluation and BTT! it will only be during the late april or even early may when we can start our practical lessons. PROVIDED i can pass the BTT at 1st attempt.

on a lighter notes, jianhua and i actually spent our 18th march setting primary school test papers. i was wondering why i got so delighted when i imagine the young kids working on the mathematics questions. =D

idling ivy is waiting for the HR to call me soon! ;) but i feel so contradicting at the same time. i wont have as much time like now for my precious if i were to go to work soon. arghhh~

many loves from aivee.

i'm back!

2010-03-10T23:00:00.003+08:00

hasnt been in the mood for blogging for the past month.

in the past one month, i have been spending time mingling with relatives during chinese new year, mugging (sort of) during the study week, birthday celebration, window 7 laptop, BBDC enrolment and all sort of dates.

not really used to the idea that most of us have completed our studies and waiting for the graduation ceremony in may. i shoooould be able to pass all my modules bahh. if not, it will be mr mok's fault. d:

this is only the second week of holidays. yea.. you can call it holidays. but it feels that a couple of weeks had already passed. is it because it has been a fruitful one? =) i hope so.

currently in search of a real estate-related job.
waiting for the hong kah town council management to get back to me asap!
on the other hand, went for an interview at dennis wee today. i knew i wouldnt be interested in that job but i went for it as an experience gained. at least i learnt something from him, overall. PROPERTY AGENT.

and the division director there. he is very outspoken no doubt. trying to convince me to join the line by telling me the pay. not so interested in that few thousand dollars of pay but more on the part that i might be unable to cope with it. he's gonna call me for a decision few days later. arghh~

precious,
there's still alot of our plans in mind hmm.
like our picnic, swimming & tanning session, fish therapy, movie marathon, etc...

many loves from aivee.

updates!

2010-02-13T15:20:00.003+08:00

has been quite a while since i last updated my bloggg hmm.
there has been too many tasks waiting to be done for me. yes, HAS. which means there are more to come.

hmm.. pre-celebrated our Valentine's day with my precious yesterday. just a simple dinner and gift exchanging. you wont realise that time actually pass so quickly with you are immersed in love with your dearest. ♥

for the past weeks, almost everyone must have been buried with projects. well, at least for my groupmates and i. spending almost every saturday and sunday for 3-4 weekends over a friend's house focusing on our projects. phew~

which makes me thought of the BQC project last weekend. yes, i admit that it was really last last minute work. but we managed to spend a total of about 19 hours over the 2 days to complete it. i guess it was the first time we were so hardworking on one project. a memorable one indeed~

deadlines for all our projects were on the day of howkiat's 20th big day!
he's not really into celebrating, but at least the guys from the class, jianhua and i had a japanese buffet lunch with him at JP. (=

headache ohh headache!
i have yet to submit my uni applications!!
and the closing date for NUS is on the 21st feb. not long from now ehh.
the worst thing is, i have no idea of what i am interested in. how how how...

am going for my free eyebrow embroidery in march.
a lady from browhaus came over to crash our lecture a few weeks back and offered free services for the first 30 applicants!

wonder if it's reliable; or will they persuade us to sign up a 2K package when we are there. to recoup back their free embroidery service. HAHAH. ohh well, but i guess it's worth a try bahh. =) =)

anyway,
enjoy your reunion dinner tonight, peeps! =)

many loves from aivee.

random #28

2010-01-28T21:50:00.003+08:00

i know my blog posts have been uber wordy these days. hahah.

photos taken after a presentation on friday.

the last formal presentation in ngee ann already, so....

photos taken during daphne's birthday celebration. on the 16th jan. heee..

that siao birthday char bor~ yes you!

the thwee of us!

my face looks so red even without make-up.

my first time feeling uncomfortable after alcohol intake. =/

will meet up again before daph is leaving for aussie on the 24th feb! :D

many loves from aivee.

no school for me today!

2010-01-28T21:38:00.003+08:00

a ♥ for skirts.

cause i skipped the bmd tutorial which is just less than an hour.
shopping on a weekday morning is great. lesser people.

anyway, phone bills for this month should be quite low.
unlike last month, i had to pay extra 8 plus bucks because the wi-fi signal was so weak that i was accidentally connected to gprs. some sort like that bahh.
paying so much more merely because i loaded a few facebook pages. booooooooooo.

many loves from aivee.

random #27

2010-01-23T23:42:00.003+08:00

wow! seems to hear alot of overseas trips planning in progress~
in the midst of these hectic weeks. =/

thailand trip with the poly girls.
the class guys and their genting trip. (the thought of going with them has never crossed my mind.)
KL trip before CNY with daph and peeps.
hong kong trip after CNY with daph.

how can i ever manage to fork out the time! and money!! cos i dont really get to keep my CNY ang pao money. hahah.

sighs.. this weekend being burned out by project meetings again.
going to spend tmr (a freaking sunday) IN SCHOOL playing with flying avatars and building houses. >.<

gotta be exceptionally hardworking these 2-3 weeks barrh.
which reminds me of my REI mock exam on monday.

many loves from aivee.

random #26

2010-01-19T22:08:00.003+08:00

so now i understand the difference between overloading of modules and NOT.
had my 6 month IAP last semester and i thought i can still relax but....

it's not the case when there are so many assignments and projects to be completed!

it should be more manageable for me as i do not have IBS and IS modules.
still rmb how much work we did for our IS report when the immersion students were back from china. compiled our daily journals into reports which were at least 10,000 words with pictures. one report took up a few gb!

well well, it's time i stop ranting and manage my time. =)

many loves from aivee.

unproductive weekend

2010-01-17T22:59:00.007+08:00

this weekend is unproductive but it is simply RELAXING!
didnt really touch on my projects other than the compilation of BIT slides.

today.
out with my fam to do CNY shopping!
i did not manage to get any new clothings which i like! =(
but we bought alot alot of goodies & dried goods.

yesterday.
daph's birthday celebration.
a 'zi char' dinner treat by daph daph.
and the first time we saw her aussie boyfriend. teheee.

after spending much time on considering where to go after the dinner, we decided on cck park. haaa.
together with a whole bottle of vodka plus coke brought along by daphne.
the whole 10 of us got excited and started brainstorming on games.
and i lost the first 2 rounds. boohooo!

i cant even take care of myself. drank while i'm still sick.
got a little tipsy... and i puked.
i was the first to leave; sam and daph hailed a cab for me.
terrible feeling~

i should have taken better care of myself.
and that's one of the reasons why i need you, precious.

friday.
precious and i trained down to tanjong pagar from school just to have lunch at amoy street and lau pa sat.
an amazing idea~
just because precious was craving for the fish soup there.

it actually brought back the memories during my internship. d:
so so so sweet~

many loves from aivee.

busy yet bored

2010-01-13T23:13:00.003+08:00

4 more weeks to study week.
but there are at least 5 - 6 presentations/ assignments to be completed!

and i fell sick indirectly because of the napfa test. =(((
at least my fever is gone now~
and now the flu & sore throat better quick quick go away~

an angel is really sweet to accompany me to see the doctor after a project meeting on monday.
hailed a cab,
visited the doc,
sent me home,
prepared the med,
draped wet towel over my forehead,
coaxed me to sleep....

didnt expect him to do all these, really.

jianhua, i love you. ♥

got to be strong and healthy for these few busy weeks! =)

many loves from aivee.

HECTIC.

2010-01-09T21:30:00.005+08:00

tons of projects & assignments piling up.
i'm tired. really tired especially after the NAPFA test yesterday.
hmm shall not talk about the test anymore. boo.

this weekend is gonna be burned out by project meetings as well.
the situation will be much better after next week, i hope.

jun ren came for the ngee ann openhouse today. didnt expect him to remember us!
20 days and he will be out from army.
he called me up and it was lucky that i was in school.
helped him with the admission procedures. wish him all the best in entering a new phase of life.

darling, you are like my 棒棒糖! 又甜又棒~ :-*

many loves from aivee.

random #25

2010-01-04T15:31:00.003+08:00

first day of school in year 2010.
luckily i dont have any monday blues.

today is also the first day of school for 3 of my coussies in sec 1 and 2 of my coussies in pri 1. hope they're enjoying their school days~

back to my mel blogging upon john tan's request. =/

many loves from aivee.

brand new year, brand new start.

2010-01-03T21:10:00.003+08:00

hmm i believe year 2010 is gonna be a fruitful and pleasing year.
looking forward to the plans put ahead for me.

- getting back our common test papers! (i'll be excited no matter how good or bad my grades are)
- daphne's birthday dinner (16th jan)
- the end of exams & the start of holidays
- signing up for my driving theory lessons
- birthday celebration with family (last sunday of february)(it's like.. still so loooong from now!)
- an overseas trip with classmates (planning in progress)
- get a job. work, earn, save and spend!

not really looking forward to chinese new year because i have not done my CNY shopping and it's the study week! =/

many loves from aivee.

2nd jan.

2010-01-03T14:27:00.006+08:00

a happy 20th birthday to miss huixian!

it's so fast that you've reached your twenties already. hoho~

hope you've enjoyed your day and many sweet returns coming your way!

LOVES.

these photos were taken on your birthday as well.

but it was from last year! =X

just realised we didnt really take any proper photos except those few in the washroom. heee.

many loves from aivee.

twenty-ten

2010-01-03T14:23:00.002+08:00

daph. vee. sam.

see you girls on the 16th! ♥s.

many loves from aivee.

weeee~

2010-01-01T17:01:00.006+08:00

spring cleaning time is here again!

my mum is so cute. she saw that the few plushies in my room got dirty over time and suggested of getting them washed, IN THE WASHING MACHINE. never came across my mind of putting my 6 stuffed toys into the washing machine to 'bathe'. hahah.

being left to dry.

disclaimer * no animals are hurt in the process of washing* HAHAH.

cheesecake cheesecake!

the base crust of the cake. digestive biscuits, cornflakes and butter.

i had 2 recipes with me, but i kind of modified the recipe to suit what i have and want. both sugar and butter is slightly reduced.

now i understand why one of my ex part-time colleagues looooooves to make pastries for her family, colleagues and friends but she hardly touch them. because she knows how unhealthy it is!!! =S

by just looking at it, i feel satisfied. despite the base being too thick and not compact enough.

*yum yummm*

many loves from aivee.

new year's eve

2010-01-01T12:29:00.007+08:00

spent my new year's eve with daph and sam.
met up at bedok in the late afternoon before taking a bus down to east coast park!

daph's idea of going there to cycle.

and reminiscing our secondary school days.
laughters.
gossiping.
daph's bitching.
and talking about friends' childbirth.
etc etc..
HAHAH.

cycled till night time and it was a trouble deciding on a place for our dinner. i realised whenever i try doing any night activities, my eyesight gets kind of poor. =/
daph, this "tourist" who's back from australia just once or twice a year insisted on chinese food and we dont know why, the threesome ended up in bugis, having steamboat.

a super duper long queue at every shop + a long wait for our double soup base to boil.
totally famished and yet we had our dinner at almost 10pm.
lucky we had sam here, the voluntary prawn peeler. heee..

the sad thing was, there wasnt any countdown celebration at bugis area and we dont intend to go anywhere further than that. heard explosion of fireworks from marina though and headed home sweet home shortly after 12am. =D

and i'm really surprised at how long we have known one another. it has been 7 years! i simply cant believe it, but of course brought myself to believe this eventually.

and bout 5 years since i have last dialled their house numbers and yet i am still able to remember it at the back of my mind. still remember those days when we see each other in school everyday and still able to talk on the phone for hours every night. hoho~

awed by my good memory. even though they are just numbers which i have not dialled for a long long time.

a new year, new start, but old me!

many loves from aivee.

2010.

2009-12-31T08:53:00.004+08:00

the last day of 2009.

for the past 2 years since 2007, i have always hope that i'll have a good and smooth-sailing year on the last day of the year. but we all know that there's nothing as totally smooth-sailing in life. bound to have ups and downs.

what doesnt kill you make you stronger; i believe in that.

but i'm still gonna wish my life to be as smooth sailing as possible. heee. peace! (Y)

for every new year, there will be talks about new year resolutions and stuff like that. i have also came up with one, just ONEEEE for year 2010.

which is to... be more diligent in everything i say i wanna do. that's for every aspect, anything.
sounds simple and i hope i can fulfil what i said. =]

happy new year, peeps! ♥

many loves from aivee.

back from camp!

2009-12-28T21:16:00.002+08:00

i was actually back yesterday when the 'camp' is supposed to be 3 day 2 night.

headed to NP The Loft on monday afternoon.
played monopoly, bought food and organised the steamboat dinner. kind of impromptu because our initial plan was to hold a BBQ on the second night.

john tan even brought his twins' sons along. they're quite cute despite being very mischievous =D

night time activity was badminton right after a verrrry filling steamboat dinner and a online horror movie during the midnight whereas the guys continued on with their poker games.

quite bored in the morning and the girls checked out at bout 2 plus, leaving the guys there for another steamboat dinner the same day. eeks.

ALL THE PHOTOS ARE ALREADY ON FACEBOOK! SO MANY OF THEM! lazy lazy to upload them on blogger~

what what what to do on new year's eve and new year?!

many loves from aivee.

merry christmas.

2009-12-25T12:53:00.003+08:00

turkey ham.
cutlets.
eggs.
potatoes.
sweet corn.
sour cream.
butter.
champagne.

we're in for a mini home-cooked christmas feast! :)

imissyou.

many loves from aivee.

22nd.

2009-12-22T17:23:00.004+08:00

and it's winter solstice today. =)
which means tang yuan day!

mum suggested of home-made glutinous rice balls. thus, last night we were kept busy, kneading the dough into balls. it's with sweet potato filling! mum's favourite >.<

our semi-final product.

they were seriously of different shapes and sizes. and there were so so so many of them because we have used up the whole packet of 500g of glutinous rice powder.

reminisced my childhood when i was still playing with play dough. those that are of different colours and different types of equipments to make them into different shapes and patterns.

=DDD

sometimes, i wonder how i can get rid of that sense of insecurity within me. =/

many loves from aivee.

random #24!

2009-12-21T01:38:00.003+08:00

BOOO!
i'm here late in the night, blogging bout food!

suddenly miss those internship days when we go hunting for good and appealing food with our colleagues.

was browsing thru the ieatishootipost.blogspot.com and found many interesting food hunts and at the same time, some familiar stalls that i have been to.

maybe it's a marvellous idea to go try the type of food which you feel like whipping and compare its recipe with your own for further improvement. market research, i call it. hahah.

no more thoughts about food! it's bedtime! =D

many loves from aivee.

♥

2009-12-20T00:30:00.003+08:00

you'd probably wont believe if i said i could be a little more sensitive at times.

sometimes, it's tough for a stubborn girl to give in so quickly.

i will have to constantly remind myself not to be so stubborn and insensitive anymore, really.

many loves from aivee.

cook cook cook!

2009-12-19T21:08:00.005+08:00

into mastering culinary skills now.

finally putting my heart to learn from my mum rather than learning from online recipes and doing it my own way. gotta start working from the fundamentals~

even though our kitchen is small, it is the birth of many many yummi-licious dishes. =D

today's menu: curry chicken!

this is gotten from the net though.

however, it tastes much better than what this photo shows.
really felt satisfied & delighted when you see raw chicken parts and curry powder turning into a yummy dish of chicken curry.

more types of dishes coming up! ♥

for now, i will still get happy, upset, disappointed or angry at what you have done.

if there's one day when i am not at all affected by your doings, it just means that you do not matter to me anymore...

many loves from aivee.

being dependent & indecisive kills~

2009-12-18T23:56:00.004+08:00

sometimes, i feel that girls are so contradicting.

they dont't want a guy to completely understand them because in this way, there wont be any mystery to the relationship. but on the other hand, they just hope that the guy would just understand them A LIL' BETTER. well, at least for me...

you know i can be dependent and seriously indecisive. at times, i dont even know how to make a proper decision for myself.

i have tried being a more decisive girl; but i know that it's tough for me. and now i'm really learning to be more independent. being independent, the hard way barrh.

i dont believe i shed so many tears over that lil' incident.

daph daph, let's rant together on tuesday!

many loves from aivee.

morning jog

2009-12-13T14:21:00.004+08:00

the air feels so fresh, so crisp, so sweet.

against the light blue sky are the fluffy white clouds.

for once, i seem to sense the smell of candy floss~ =DDD

many loves from aivee.

there's a reason to everything

2009-12-10T11:27:00.004+08:00

日久见人心.

competitiveness is the main reason why i'm studying a little harder than before?

booo! can it not be this way, please? =/

many loves from aivee.

XXX

2009-12-09T23:07:00.004+08:00

i find this so contradicting.
on monday, i was searching for a christmas gift for you.
on tuesday, i said those things to you.

but in actual fact, ivy doesnt even know what she really wants.

i'm so afraid i will make a wrong decision. tell me how.

many loves from aivee.

MONDAY ORANGE!

2009-12-07T17:24:00.003+08:00

it's the first day of the week again.
but no monday blues this time round! ♥
despite having 2 common test papers.

i was rather early this morning and realised that alot of others have reached the LT at about 830am for REI paper, even earlier than i do.

john tan was funny, yes, he did make us laughed.

he wanted to take a snapshot using his 12 MP camera of our seating arrangements when we had all settled down so that it will be much easier for him to spot who's cheating when he's marking through our paper!

that alone is making most of us who were tensed, more stressed up. but he was thoughtful to provide some light breakfast for those who need it. haa.

next was the BIT test. it's simply a test of our memory work lo!
have discovered a one good method to get all the 200 questions cum answers into our brains.

during our online revision with howkiat, david, shun xiang and hong yang, we took turns to answer the question without referring to the answers. those who have gotten the wrong answer, will get a light whack on the head from everyone! how can we not know (((=

not forgetting how the rest of them were bargaining with frederick low on what is the best time to open up the one hour meL assignment for the whole class to do. and the guys were planning the assignment time with tv time. =.=

there's gonna be alot of free time this week!

many loves from aivee.

random #23

2009-12-05T23:18:00.003+08:00

this saturday has been well-spent, i can say.

didnt know this much can be done in a day. did my REI revision and at least, i managed to go through most of my stuff once. but my day could still be better utilised barrh; today's just a headstart =D

hmm didnt expect my younger bro to be of some help for my revision. he can really know quite alot as well ehh.

he just left the house for the Standard Chartered marathon voluntary work. can you imagine he has to report at the Padang at 1am. yes, 1AM! wanted to participate in that event but lucky i did not. CT period!

back to revision! i'll be back if i can survive 2 more weeks =)

many loves from aivee.

recovering~

2009-12-02T22:28:00.003+08:00

the wounds on my foot are recovering~
even though they are taking a much longer time than i had expected. =(

my legs are full of very loathsome wounds and that's why my outfit is verrry restrictive now.
trying to cover them up as much as i can barrh. until it gets better.

really thankful and appreciative of my mum who's always helping me with dressing my wounds for the past one week. though my temper can gets a little bad due to the pain. =/ she can dress the wounds ALOTTT better than i do. ivy fails if she works as a nurse.. blehh~

and my friends who are concerned and gave me advices. =D

back to work now.

i know that there are alot of assignments and revision piling up for me to clear them one by one. but i feel like i'm just watching the load as it piles.
going to clear the pile slowly now~~~

many loves from aivee.

with family.

2009-11-29T22:04:00.003+08:00

walked and shopped from tangs to the cathay today!
despite me being a little lame. =/

and i had japanese food without feeling any restrictions!
firstly, my dad paid.
secondly, i feel that i am taking this period to eat, eat and eat when i can't even exercise. feels a little more conscious in the beginning buttttt... now i feel that i'm gaining alot of weight throughout this week. cos i cant jog or skip or cycle until my wounds dry up. sad-ed.

1 more week to REI common test. 2 week plus to holidays. ♥
& PROJECTSSSS.

many loves from aivee.

random #22

2009-11-28T22:00:00.005+08:00

wow~ just know how the safeassign feature in mel works.
my essay has only got 3% of plagarism in all. heng~ :D

and i can personalize my meL homepage as well. i didnt know. yupp, you're right. i'm sucha noobie at this. d:

tmr is planned as a family day. dont know if it is going to come true. the last time was.. i think the singapore flyer's day, months backkkkk.

the thought of japanese food makes me feel all well and recovered already! *slurps

*random* precious, dont whack me for this! (:

many loves from aivee.

doctor.

2009-11-26T23:58:00.003+08:00

finally went to see the doc; 2 days after my fall.
the doctor told me that if i were to procrastinate the visit, a fever might actually develop after the swelling had occured.

got a jab, antibiotics and some sort of cream to apply on it.
know from my family doctor that wounds/ bruises/ abrasions/ scalds should be sealed up properly by gauze to prevent infections rather than leaving it open in the air. they are very shy de yo.

field trip to the Expo tmr. dont know if i can attend that. grrr~
so boring! there's alot of things i want but cant do!

yawns~

many loves from aivee.

=(

2009-11-25T22:55:00.005+08:00

14 wounds due to a fall =/
my legs are disfigured now! =(
and bathing has become a chore for me now. arghh!

i cant go jogging tmr morning and my weekend plans cant be carried out as planned.

and and and it seems like lots of fun for my bro who's doing his work shadowing as part of his JC programme. it's something like our internship, but for a shorter period of time. but all the way at farrer park every morning. woah~ :)

start of common tests in less than 2 weeks' time! :(

many loves from aivee.

poetry

2009-11-22T00:27:00.002+08:00

just came across this lovely poem. so sweet~

In your eyes:
By Eddy Quinton Perret, Sr

In your eyes I see beauty
All that is wonderful in this world
All I ever wanted
And prayed for in a girl

In your eyes I see the ocean
Such peace you bring to the sea
I see warm waters in your heart
You seem to have that effect on me

In your eyes I see the sky
Never will it rain again
I see endless sunshine from your smile
This happiness has no end

Of all the things I see in you
And the many wonders in your eyes I see
I hope to be blessed with you
To look in your eyes and always see me.

many loves from aivee.

ccks alumni dinner

2009-11-21T22:19:00.008+08:00

it's finally the CCKS alumni dinner last night!
after it was postponed since May.

decided to go for this gathering since i was missing for quite a few class outings already. and bandmates would be here as well. it was also sort of a farewell for our principal, miss sim!

the school is STILL quite budget-ted. =X
most of us were complaining about the $15 ticket for some simple buffet dishes. chua chu kang sec~ hahaha.

games.
slide shows.
school song singing.
photo-taking.
chit chatting.
gossipping.
catching up.
laughters.

the whole dinner event ended in a brief; only bout 2 hours till 9pm =(
it is facebook which brought 30 tables of ex-students back to our old school again. surprisingly.

but we have got an official website for the alumni now. (((:

the ex-percussionist. who can sing really well. woots~

cecilia aka ah-man-da =D

nat!

the guys are still as mischievous. tsk tsk~

only one is not from our class. denise LCF. heee.

almost all of us. the 2006 batch.

and alot of photos which are already in facebook, if not they are not uploaded yet.

after the dinner, most of us, 4/8 decided to head out to somewhere else.

the Halo Bar inside Ngee Ann Poly!

some of the guys suggested it because the liquors are much cheaper there. =)

seriously my first time there throughout my 3 years in ngee ann and i didnt know it could be so happening at night.

and many thanks to amadeus who sent the girls back home. despite his frequent sudden-braking. just a two month old driving license. he actually walked home to drive his family car down to ngee ann again. so nice huh. hahah.

DECEMBER IS COMING! CHRISTMAS IS COMING! 2010 IS COMING SOON!

many loves from aivee.

random #21

2009-11-21T12:48:00.003+08:00

wrong choice of words for a sentence.
and all the little incidents that took place for the past month.
and i guess that affects us emotionally.

and now, i feel so different.

sometimes, i feel like a failure, as a girlfriend.

many loves from aivee.

my ♥

2009-11-18T23:15:00.005+08:00

today is one of the days which i loveeeee. not just because wednesdays have been my favourite day of the week.

but a day with lots of laughter and of course, your company.

and i think we got to boost our memory by having more proteins or whatsoever ;)

arghh.. my tummy is still feeling a little bloated from the dinner =/

"Each moment of a happy lover's hour is worth an age of dull and common life."

to my precious ♥

many loves from aivee.

14.11.09

2009-11-17T22:19:00.005+08:00

photos of novri's belated birthday celebration! ♥ ♥ ♥
on that day, we were unable to get a table at mind's cafe and thus, settled at Plaza Sing's TCC for a get together session instead. haha.

find this a little amusing. big eyes vs small eyes.

the four of us =D

unwrapping the gifts, one by one.

the 2 lovely girls who are always obsessed with photo taking ;P

loves your radiant smile~

reminds me of sunshine hmm.

my 'sister' (:

these are the 7 people who managed to squeeze into one car. hahaha.

henderson wave was the next stop. only after our long walk of finding the loo. -.-

hope the 寿星婆 have enjoyed her day! ♥

many loves from aivee.

as sweet as honey ♥

2009-11-16T23:06:00.004+08:00

you are indeed as sweet as honey.
yes, you. yes, YOU! =D

but i just can't help feeling insecure at times. tell me why.

ANYWAY, this is already the week 5 and i am still feeling so slack. have not really started on any project yet. heee.

and facebook is so laggg that i have no mood to grab the photos from there and post them here. bahh. bedtime soon!

many loves from aivee.

boo!

2009-11-15T12:37:00.002+08:00

soon, more assignments and projects will start streaming in. weekends will be assignment time. =/

got a little bored from my work and that's why i'm here blogging again!

just read the property news and realised that there's new colleague in the research department in my internship company. turnover rate is always that high. haaa.

and i have yet to blog about yesterday huh. be back soon. =DDD

xoxoxox

many loves from aivee.

driving lessons

2009-11-14T01:20:00.004+08:00

maybe they're right.

i should have taken my theory test first during my last holidays.
but i reckon it's a little too late now. i dont wanna have too many commitments all at one go.

i believe that if i have the motivation, i will be able to plan and fork out my time to do what i want. =)

many loves from aivee.

friday, the 13th?

2009-11-14T01:07:00.003+08:00

firstly, a happy birthday to novri and cecilia!
even though one is 21 and the other is 19years old. heee =DDD

napfa test was initially today. postponed to we-dont-know-when due to the monsoon season. sians~~

that's why it's our reason to go out again! (:
to far east plaza.

the comical ez-link card loss.
shopping.
dinner.
movie at E2MAX.
and the more comical card 'presentation'.

wondering if novri is elated or angry with jianhua. but he's really thoughtful in packaging the small thin card ohh. haa ;)

tmr. novri's birthday celebration.
bedtime for now. toodles, everyone! =)

many loves from aivee.

careless me.

2009-11-11T22:07:00.004+08:00

arghh! i'm getting so many blue black marks on my legs so often! one faded and came another =/

well, everyone has their own problems at any point in their life. they can be minor or major problems. (and this has no link with the blue black k!) :) expressing of one's emotions is also another thing. it is easy to spot a streak of happiness on a person but when one is feeling upset, the way to express his/her emotions varies totally.

it is not necessary for one to express his/her emotions openly at times. suppressed?

on a lighter note, i'm craving to get more shoes! last time, i used to have the idea of getting more apparels. but now, i have a bigger liking for shoes than for clothes. awwww~ so for now, i got to save up more in order to have a greater spending power! heee.. =DD

many loves frim aivee.

random #20

2009-11-09T23:16:00.003+08:00

all of a sudden, i feel that i'm actually missing the life of an intern =X
not all the boring reports i have to type in the office but the time when i'm able to go out for property inspections. =D

those train rides which i can totally catch up with colleagues, exchange of health tips, breakfast with my LO, shopping with valuer after work, etc etc..

this is always so contradicting.

arghh.. i'm so tired!

many loves from aivee.

random #19

2009-11-08T23:40:00.003+08:00

have been asking around and i have finally got an answer from a few of them.

love is indeed a test of patience & tolerance.

it's either you excel so greatly in it that you're unable to see much flaws in the other party or that you just fail it.

fragile~ handle it with care.

many loves from aivee.

random #18

2009-11-07T20:43:00.006+08:00

boohoo!
NAPFA is just next friday! cant really imagine it has been 3 years since we have taken part in napfa in secondary school. whether i can pass the test or not, i'll just do my best on that day. =)

this is already my last semester in ngee ann.
just came to realise that i have cultivated a few good habits over this few months.

- exercise 2 times a week. it will be 4 times a week ideally. but then again... there isn't enough time, stamina and energy for me to do so..
- reading up on CNA news on a regular basis.
- trying to sleep early. i am still unable to sleep before 12am everyday, but my bedtime gets earlier. a good start~ :)

many loves from aivee.

tired.

2009-11-05T22:36:00.006+08:00

school is really tiring me out. even before i have started on the projects or assignments.
sometimes i really wonder what's on my mind and i could be really blur.

just now when i was in the shower, i actually used shampoo as my body foam and facial cleanser as my shampoo. only came to realise about it when the smell doesnt smell right. =/

well, this sunflower i bought today is totally worth the money i guess. even though it's not as big as i had expected.

one thing good about them: they are always able to cheer someone's day. that alone, will be able to make me 100 times more happy than the person. =D

many loves from aivee.

k- session!

2009-11-01T00:01:00.007+08:00

kbox session with my girl friends after lessons ended at 12pm yesterday! weee~

did not manage to sing as much as i wanted to because my throat wouldn't allow me to. =(

gracie gracie, chop chop upload some of the unglam yet hilarious photos we have taken. =X

week 2 has come to an end and school seems a little too taxing even before the projects start coming in.
and i think john tan's idea of asking us to write daily journals on meL is to wear us out as each week has passed. we do not have any assignment to do but somehow, we still gotta log on to meL for that task. so much for wanting us to cultivate the habit of writing and utilising the functions on meL.

the rest of the photos are uploaded in facebook! ;)

"The most beautiful discovery that true friends can make is that they can grow separately without growing apart."

many loves from aivee.

random #17

2009-10-27T14:19:00.004+08:00

i guess i must have had too long a vacation.
this is the second day of the second week.

this morning, i managed to wake up on time when my alarm clock rings.
began preparing, had breakfast and when i was in the shower, i actually realised that i thought my lessons start at 11 and thus, i set my alarm clock one hour late!

so stupid of me right! cant really believe it too >.<

anyway, the 'body worlds' exhibition at science centre is now on! seems interesting (:

many loves from aivee.

random #16

2009-10-26T22:30:00.003+08:00

i should really look forward to this semester as it will be my last lap in ngee ann already. everything seems fine to me now (because the projects are not coming in yet), but i totally cant stand the REF & BQC lecturers!

their style of teaching is really... yawns~

4 more months to go. will update bout it again. ♥

many loves from aivee.

no monday blues

2009-10-26T13:51:00.005+08:00

second week of school. monday.

and i overslept because i thought today would be another weekend d:

lucky i'm still able to make it to school by bus on time.

my boy called me early in the morning and little did i expect him to make his appearance at my house void deck at SEVEN THIRTY IN THE MORNING! he must have wake up really early O.O

i know we wont be spending alot of time in school but it is really sweeeeeet of him to fetch me to school~ =DDD

many loves from aivee.

for my lovely boy.

2009-10-23T23:37:00.003+08:00

a happy birthday to my beloved darling! ♥ ♥ ♥ - 24 october

had a simple advanced birthday celebration with him today. right after my lessons ended at 12; one hour early! =D

for you:

indecisive ivy cant really plan things very well. i should say not at all. but i do hope you will enjoy every moment you're spending with me because that is what i do. totally cherish those quality time that we're spending together. even though we do have times of unhappiness and conflicts with one another, i am striving to work towards a better relationship between the 2 of us. i will try my bestest best. haaa. ohh ya. and now i suddenly remember that i have forgotten to ask you what birthday wishes you have made. hmm how random of me.. =X

a boring post for everyone of you ehh. just my thoughts for my one and only him.

many loves from aivee.

SICK~

2009-10-21T22:08:00.006+08:00

i had my TWO months of holidays and i'm fine. yet on the second day of school, i fell sick. look at how my body is unwilling to adapt to this change =/

sore throat, running nose, cough and now a slight fever, all come one by one =(((

and i seriously dont know why so.

first week of school. yet loads of matters to settle.

bless me please~

sometimes i wonder, does the problem lies with our character?

many loves from aivee.

four hundred and one.

2009-10-18T11:51:00.003+08:00

wow~
this will be our four hundred and one post, huixian.

a little surprised. i still remember how resistant i was to blogging when i was in poly year one. hoho.

anyway, how i wish i can have another one week of holidays! guess i have not enjoy as much as i wanted to. heee. worked for only 2 weeks in my EIGHT week of holidays. can say i have been relaxing and slacking for these past 6 weeks. but i still feel like having another one more week!

my relatives are either going overseas or going to a chalet and yet, i cant join them. a little sians.

back to sch tmr. friends, see you all soon~~~ (((:

many loves from aivee.

:D

2009-10-15T23:22:00.007+08:00

i... have given my first time...

to a Malay masseur in JB today!

seriously my first time having a full body massage =P
and i should say i feel pretty good after that.

both darling and i did not complain of any body aches even though their strength is power de lorrh! :D

"darling, you still have your trip #2. hehee~ totally love the things that you have planned for me" ♥

alright, i think my energy has been drained for the day. need my beauty sleep now. toodles everyone~ (:

many loves from aivee.

dreams

2009-10-11T20:40:00.004+08:00

yes, dreams~
i'm having dreams every other night.

and everytime i have a dream, it's always a nightmare or that they're neutral ones. i can even dream when i went back to sleep for an extra 15 to 20 mins. when can i have a night of peaceful sleep hmm?

maybe it's because i'm too carefree already. hoho..

some things, reality is even better than dreams. :DDD

many loves from aivee.

hating this~

2009-10-09T22:16:00.004+08:00

last day of my MC today.

the recovery of this second wisdom tooth is taking abit longer than my first; probably because it's a horizontal one. arghh.. i'm hating it. thought i am able to recover faster than expected.

but at least both the pain and swell is gone already (:
and now i have realised there's a fading blue black bruise along my right jawline~
hopefully it goes off FASTTTT.

many loves from aivee.

photo updates! ♥

2009-10-07T15:38:00.005+08:00

finally the photos for the food ration distribution services are published on facebook!
the photos look really small because of my bloggy layout =/

the turnout rate. spot me! (:

saw my handsome boy? heee..

one of the low income residents who benefitted from this :D

my whole team. we actually camwhored while waiting for the lift =X

the boy in orange tee. the youngest member in this event.

he loveeees to take photos of us, man.

before setting off~

holidays are gonna end in one week plus time. arghh~

i'm not really in favour of that idea. but i cant make time stop either >.<

many loves from aivee.

♥ ache

2009-10-05T17:27:00.003+08:00

i rather have my gum aching than my heart crying.
everything wasn't like this one year plus ago.

a totally totally messy and baddddddddddd situation.
when can all these stop?

狼来了的故事.
i find it hard to believe the second time, seriously.

many loves from aivee.

2nd wisdom tooth.

2009-10-05T17:11:00.003+08:00

helloooooo!
i'm back from my 2nd wisdom tooth surgery which was just one hour plus ago! yes, going through that sort of pain once more.

waited for almost 4 months since the 1st op and i had wanted to try to the services at the government hospitals instead of private clinics. went for my long awaited appointment at woodlands polyclinic and had finally decided to go back to my private clinic.

total waste of time! if not i could have apply for another 5 days of MC during my internship =P

private clinics are really fast. i booked my appointment today and i have already get it done :D

this time, i had only 2 or 3 jabs of anesthesia instead of fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiive for my first surgery. a total nightmare! because i totally detest going to the dentist since young. but at least i have removed all my wisdom teeth already. no more troubles in the future, hopefully.

i can feel the pain coming back now~~~~
plain porridge for my dinner dinner =/

many loves from aivee.